testing new limits

There's nothing like writing to yourself in public. It gives one such a sense of insanity, however limited. For example, I feel the urgent need to say "Welcome," though I must know there is no audience yet to address. Well I guess it's something like writing a novel or article, only rather directed, personal and solitary. Hmm, eventually some bored graduate student will take up the relationship between the individual blogger and ambient blogosphere audience as a disstertation, after that revelation under the bong falls through.